What’s the Deal Anyway?

My [community] college classes have been something far from stressful. I listen to “real” college students’ stories on how difficult time management is for them…and it is even in community college–especially in community college–only in the sense of not procrastinating.

With friends and family close by all the time, it’s hard not to get wrapped up in dreams and daily TV watching. It’s not that I have “so much to do” like many others. It’s just that I have “so much to do” with such little time due to the glorious skill of procrastination. But hey, at least I’m giving it the ol’ community college try, eh?

Wrong. This blog, although making me feel successful, is keeping me far from succeeding in my computers class. Why feel so successful with a shitty rough draft and a small fan base? Well this blog is to you, earnest readers.

I should be working on any of my three papers that are due this week, but I’m stuck sitting in this Starbucks. I thought I would be able to focus, but the cliched hipster atmosphere makes me feel like I should be continuing my novel, Cameron and Mitzi. Sadly, they are on hiatus because I cannot think farther into their story than how far I’ve already come with them. I need serious direction from a good friend and critic. That’s right, Katie, I’m talking to you. We better see each other soon.

This blog is for all of you procrastinators. It’s to those who take time to read (and hopefully critique) my daily blabberings of community college nonsensical procrastination. It’s to those who struggle. It’s to those who care. It’s to those who dream big but carry heads with little hope. To the ones who relate to me.

This blog really has no point. Nor theme. Nor insightful advice. This blog is a thanks, a distractions, a release and most importantly, a kick in the butt. Because once it’s over, I’ll have nothing else to say except whatever I type in hopes of obtaining an A for my computer class. Which is pointless alone, because as my sister’s boyfriend pointed out (who works with webpages for a living), you take driver’s ed, but you don’t learn how a car works. Cars and computers have become so universal and so common, that it doesn’t even matter anymore.

MY COLLEGE LIFE:

What’s the deal with any of this?